As we all know, 2009 is coming to an end in less than 24 hours. How did you think 2009 was for you guys?  For people who are so called living under a shell, next year would be a decade after the millenium. Be glad that we made it this far. Some smart ass once said that the earth and every single thing in it would be destroyed before we can even reach year 2000. Someone should remind that person to take a good hard look at the calendar, then give him a roundhouse kick to the face with an iron boot. Because at the rate that we're going, I have absolute faith that we can prove the Mayans wrong and go past 2012 with our body parts still in tact.  And no doubt the media uses that hoodoo as the catalyst to perform countless trivias and facts you're-better-off-not-knowing.

Okay enough of the sci-fi stuff, Im feeling like some muddafucking Luke Skywalker already. So have u guys planned on where to go for new year's eve? Dont just stay home like some reclusive-come-torpid loser. Be sociable, yeah. Still, be prudent and take care of yourselves while youre at it. Speaking of the new year, its only fitting if we come up with a few sure-fail resolutions. My new years resolution for 2009 went down the drain in January, and it got raped by radioactive rats. Honestly, does anybody ever hold on to their new years resolution? If you do then its 2 thumbs up, keep up the good work home boy. And just for the sake of it, Ima come up with new resolutions for 2010. Right now.

1) Go to bed early

2) Eat my veges

3) Treat my sister a little bit better

Okay in all honesty i think number 3 is superfluous. hehe. Come on, not that I treat my sis badly or anything. Ask her, go to her facebook or smth. Shes there 24/7. Number 2 is there because Im not much of a vege person. I always thought the taste of veges are as nasty as sniffing the fart of someone who just had cheese onions. So yea, 2010, herbivore mode ( ya right ). Lmao. I dont need to tell you why number 1 is there do I? haha. My vehemence on the comp is driving my sleepy hormones away so yea, What can I do? Anyway, I would be dismantling the christmas tree tomorrow. Till next christmas ey? I cant wait. Lets just take everyday as it comes, and live it one day at a time. Heres and early Happy New Year readers. Codename for tonight: Be gregarious.

smell yous

Tuning into: 身骑白马 - 徐佳莹

" I pray for it to stop, like rain on the sidewalk. Cuz you're the traffic in my head, you're the traffic in my head.." - Marie Digby

To start todays post off, I'd like you guys to know that my pictures I put up do not necessarily delineate how Im actually feeling. So dont go making silly assumptions or stuff. And for those who are still asking me non-stop, heres ur answer. Being afraid of koreans doesnt mean I dont eat korean barbeque. Full stop. Okay, I finally got my ass out of the house today, after 2 days being under my so called "house arrest". haha. Bought some stuff for college. Im feeling kinda apprehensive about the whole thing and I do not have a clue why. Maybe Im worried I cant fit in well? Am I too concerned about what others would think about me? yeah, totally. Anyway I dont feel like talking about that now though. Lets talk about the weather! haha. This morning it was kinda sunny. Well actually I dont know because I was still sleeping. When I woke up the weather was lithe, so I thought of going out to shoot some hoops but suddenly an " oh Fuck" struck me real hard at the back of my head reminding me of duties I had to fulfil today. Sucks eh.

So yeah, Ive always been laconical. I'll "pass out" when I see complicating shit being written by random people. Especially when Im doing these annoying comprehensions at school. You'll come across bombastic words and long winded sentences that makes you wanna go in front of the teacher, pretend that she's the writer,  use ur book and knock her lights out with a "fuck you bitch" to go. Or even stabbing her with your shaker, or whatever you call your mechanical pencil these days. As if reading the thing isnt annoying enough already. wooohh dont get me started on my high school. I can go on all day! lets save that for the next post.

Im have to sleep a little earlier than usual today. My old man just gave me a good one for staying up so late. I dont see WHY NOT? Oh well, he's the boss. hahaha. Ok before I sign off, I will be learning the fundamentals of producing a good write up. Top of that, Ive got a plethora of good books to learn from. Future is looking good, dont cha think? that, only Jesus knows. Good night readers.

smell yous

Tuning into: When I Look At You - Miley Cyrus

"  I'd hold you, touch you, love you like it's... the very last moment in time..." - LiLo

Just a random scene from the upcoming film Dear John starring Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried a.k.a NEEDY LESNICKY from Jennifer's Body. lol I just had to do that since im kinda obsessed with Jennifer still. Ive got the novel too and I'll be reading that right after I finish my current one. This is why I love NIcholas Sparks. The man is totally my idol. Witnessing your novels come to life on the silverscreen is not an everyday thing.

Another one of his latest works, THE LAST SONG. There will also be a film adaption of the novel and its gonna be featured on the bigscreen in like soon. Its a coming of age film staring MILEY CYRUS! OMG shes all grown up now T.T  OH and I have that novel too! Guys go get it ASAP! it costs RM 69 if im not mistaken. Its on the MPH readers choice shelf. And YES! Guess what? Nicholas Sparks wrote the screenplay for the film as well. The thing that makes me super duper high about this film is because my beloved MILEY CYRUS is in it. YAY! Check out the teaser poster for this film. OMG MILEY! so chio!

When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus would be main theme for this movie. And yes, Im listening to it for the 1000th time already.

 I love you MILEY! at least till you get married or something.

okay. I feel a little less high now. I can continue to write like normal again I guess. What the fuck is a normie anyway? Dont mind me that word just seem to cross my mind on a sudden. Ive been a good boy for the past 2 days. Alright, when I say COCK what comes into your mind? haha, words are pretty ambiguous if you ask me. When I hear the word cock I dont think of anything close to a chicken, believe me. Guess Im much more of a hotdog person. Whatsup with the rumours surrounding Wayne Rooney?  that he's gonna leave Manchester United and go to Real Madrid? The likelihood of that bullshit happening is comparable to our nation making the world cup. Never happening. No offence though. haha. 

my life is turning into some sort of an enigma. Ive always wanted to be simple, always. Many people have been asking me why I abandoned my blog and stuff like that. The reason is cuz I wanna be simple. Onsugar offers me that kinda feeling, so relaxed and shit. So there you have it. Haven't you guys heard? pink is one of my favourite color too. haha. Andre showed me a video of his brother today, and that kinda dumbfounded me. His brother is a magician, a licensed one. Not an unlicensed David Maine like me. lol. Speaking of David Maine, if you guys have got no clue what David Maine is, its my character. I portray a street magician with cool disappearing and teleporting acts. Phoney acts to be exact, haha. Im still getting views from the people of youtube. Loads of views that is. Loads of harsh criticism too :(

I read from the newspapers today that revellers from several hotspots in town were causing massive havoc on Christmas Eve. What the fuck menn? Eh revellers/rioters/assholes whatever you call them, do you have a fucking brain? do you have any idea what Christmas is? You think that this is a half past dead convivial bullshit that you can mock with your funnyman attitude? Go fuck yourselves. Disappointing to have this kinda behaviour in your own backyard. Im totally with the government on this one. Extra surveillance on new years eve. Period. 

On the lighter note, Ive got a few more pages to write. Im doing it with so much alacrity I make Dolly Parton's boobs look small. heehee. Its getting pretty late already. Coffee? check. Novel? check. Condoms? check.,,, kiddin :P   Check back tomorrow guys!

smell yous

Tuning into: The Climb - Miley Cyrus

" Wondering why I've waited so long, cuz looking back I realised it was always there, but never spoken. Im waiting here. Ive been waiting here.." - Jesse McCartney

3 in the morning. Fresh off watching Manchester United struggle to beat bottom side Hull City. Wtf men? SAF you seriously gotta consider being active in the transfer market cum January. If not, I foresee a domestic domination that flourishes in the colour of blue. I love you SAF, but ur tactics are driving us ManU faithfuls up the concrete wall. Anyhoo, Im pretty bored tonight... cuz tonight's not like any other nights. Im actually watching this 1 hour powerpuff girls show that I used to watch when I was way younger. My sis is prolly still in her room with her lappie. My parents prolly fast asleep. If only I had someone to stay up with me.. hmm

Im talking to Sam whos in London right now. Lucky guy went to the Emirates today, saw how Fabregas scored against Aston Villa. Vintage stuff. Im thinking of getting a Fulham jersey. What do you think? with Bobby Zamora at the back? Im pretty sure we dont get that here in this lovely country. Dont forget Soo Yee whos supposed to get me the wayne Rooney jersey that I'd die for. haha... DONT DISAPPOINT ME you 2!

On the other hand, Im still thinking of coming up with a smart write-up of special events of my tenure in high school and certain people who I've come across in my life. Types of people that is. Any idea how do I publish that when Im done? I know its impossible and shit, but I wanna give it a shot. Ive got a draft of my so called masterpiece but honestly, i still think its kinda sketchy. Not publishing material. So I'll put that on hold first. Besides, my level of freedom of speech runs a high risk of subjugating and instigating the "emotional stability"? ( yeah lets call it that ) of certain species, beliefs and facts, so yeah. On hold.

In a totally unrelated event, Id like to say that Im really enjoying the company of certain people nowadays because they are very congenial, and on the top of that, HUMBLE. Why do I caps lock the word HUMBLE? Certain kinds of people we have these days think really high of themselves just because they are wealthy. Its good to be a wheelin dealin jet flying son of a tycoon, but please. Before you talk or say anything, try looking for at least an ounce of humility buried in your obnoxious self, then only speak. Your im-so-cool-and-rich-uber-big-mouth antics are not appreciated in the outside world. Seriously. Im saying this for the milions of kids growing up, If you behave like that, please change aight? Theres still room for improvement. That goes to every body out there. May Jesus bless you all and Ima go read my novel.

Smell yous.

Tuning into: 開不了口 - 周杰倫

" its the state of bliss you think you're dreaming, its the happiness inside that you're feeling. Its so beautiful it makes you wanna cry. " - Avril Lavigne

Alright. Here I am again. For the 3rd straight week Im staying up till 5 in the morning. I dont feel bored at all though. On my left I have a cup of coffee to keep me awake, on my right I have a Jodi Picoult novel, accompanied by Whitney Houston songs serenading me, prefecting the ambience. Feels like heaven here if you ask me. And lol, not forgetting my dog sleeping under the couch-- again. I have a craving for sweet stuff lately. I cant stop myself from not going to the refrigerator every 15 minutes. This has so gotta stop. At least Im still running on my beloved treadmill every mid night, right? :( 

I wanna go somewhere soon, with my dudes and dudettes. Someone so has to come up with something fast, Im goin crazy yo. Btw, Liverpool fans, Stevie G just scored. Clap if you're reading this lol. Anyway as I was saying, We have to go somewhere soon. Yeah. Ya know, lately I have a feeling that the neighbours maid is trying to seduce me. No shit. I was washing my hands the other night, then suddenly I saw this smiley face right at the back of the oppposite window. I thought I was just seeing things though. But NO, it was a blackish figure or something giving me the gugu eyes, and that sorta made me wtf-ed and slam the window shut. Talk about freaky friday. Joshua if ur reading this, your maid is stalking me, and its giving me the hibee Jeebees :x

Haha, and guess what, Im back to listening to my beloved Jay Chou and some other chinese songs. Ive been neglecting them a bunch. I personally think that chinese songs are way more soothing to the ear than english ones, but I still prefer english though. I tuned my drums this afternoon and I'll start playing again tomorrow. I'll try some of Paramore's new stuff cuz they're pretty tight. OHH and guess what, I think I sorta convinced my dad to buy a pool table. Unconfirmed so I cant be too happy. note: THINK .

I'll continue reading my beloved novel that Ive grown so attached too. Jodi Picoult is da shit alright.

Smell yous

Tuning into: Crazier - Taylor Swift

Celebrated Xmas a little differently this year. As usual I had a bunch of the guys over, and girls too. A few of them didnt show up cuz of the epic date this party was held at. I understand that really haha. I'll upload the pictures I have in my phone first, the rest of the important ones are all with Wernxin and her kick ass camera.

First things first, this stash isnt mine. Its Rachels. LOL. Believe that players.

Freaking stonner. High on something but I dont know what.

around 5am in the morning. Gambling with some random adult.

No 11 is the freaking stonner.

Some random beggar. lmao

hired stripper + stonner

Kay, I didnt touch none of that. Serious.

'Twas The Night Before Christmas,  He Lived All Alone,  In A One Bedroom House
Made Of Plaster And Stone. I Had Come Down The Chimney With Presents To Give,
And To See Just Who In This Home Did Live. I Looked All About,  A Strange Sight I Did See,
No Tinsel, No Presents, Not Even A Tree. No Stocking By Mantle, Just Boots Filled With Sand,
On The Wall Hung Pictures Of Far Distant Lands. With Medals And Badges,
Awards Of All Kinds, A Sober Thought Came Through My Mind. For This House Was Different,
It Was Dark And Dreary, I Found The Home Of A Soldier, Once I Could See Clearly.
The Soldier Lay Sleeping, Silent, Alone, Curled Up On The Floor . In This One Bedroom Home.
The Face Was So Gentle, The Room In Such Disorder, Not How I Pictured
A United States Soldier. Was This The Hero Of Whom I'd Just Read?
Curled Up On A Poncho, The Floor For A Bed?

I Realized The Families
That I Saw This Night, Owed Their Lives To These Soldiers
Who Were Willing To Fight. Soon Round The World,
The Children Would Play, And Grownups Would Celebrate
A Bright Christmas Day. They All Enjoyed Freedom Each Month Of The Year,
Because Of The Soldiers, Like The One Lying Here.
I Couldn't Help Wonder How Many Lay Alone,
On A Cold Christmas Eve In A Land Far From Home.

The Very Thought  Brought A Tear To My Eye,
I Dropped To My Knees And Started To Cry. The Soldier Awakened
And I Heard A Rough Voice, "Santa Don't Cry, This Life Is My Choice;
I Fight For Freedom, I Don't Ask For More,
My Life Is My God, My Country, My Corps."
The Soldier Rolled Over And Drifted To Sleep,
I Couldn't Control It, I Continued To Weep.

I Kept Watch For Hours, So Silent And Still
And We Both Shivered From The Cold Night's Chill.
I Didn't Want To Leave On That Cold, Dark, Night,
This Guardian Of Honor So Willing To Fight.
Then The Soldier Rolled Over, With A Voice Soft And Pure,
Whispered, "Carry On Santa, It's Christmas Day, All Is Secure."
One Look At My Watch, And I Knew He Was Right.
"Merry Christmas My Friend, And To All A Good Night."

22nd December 1997's  the day this kid was born. Ever since then I had to tolerate her existance. Okay maybe its the other way around. LOL. As a brother I do what brothers do best: torment her in every way possible. Well, most of the days that is. haha. It must be hard living under the same roof with a gentleman like me. Ask her. She always says that she hates me, but I know deep down she doesnt mean it. I fight with her over silly things, I steal her food, like the McDeluxe she cried over. I check her inbox when she's asleep to see if she's been flirting. Dont blame me, Im only being a responsible brother.

PS: she's afraid of sleeping in her own room.

Happy Birthday sis .

Christmas,

as we all malaysians know it today, is about the presents, parties, clubbin till the wee hours of fucking morning, countdowns, did I mention parties? yeah and etc. And as for myself Id always use this festive period as the catalyst to my shopping spree. Best part is I dont use my own dough. Besides that folks, the Christmas tree in my humble little home used to be "alive" . Now its comparable to an armpit razor. Yeah its shitty. And beneath the tree there used to be presents. Loads of them. All wrapped up nicely with cute ribbons all over them.  I admit, I do get more materialistic as I grow older.

Matter of fact, many people celebrate Christmas for the sole pupose of fitting in with todays community. Well I hope that when I say this, my statement dont get vindicated or anything as everything is merely an opinion from yours truly. Dont get me wrong tho, i love celebrating Christmas. I love the parties, the countdowns, the one night stands, the etcs that make you achieve an orgasm by just thinking about it. At the end of the day, this aint America. We malaysians have got no rockchair placed near the fireplace. Hell, we dont even have fireplace. A 0% chance of this place ever snowing, and 100% of the Christmas trees are artificial. Thats why we're kinda "imba"

haha. So yea, heres the true meaning of Christmas, just wanted to share it with you guys.

The true meaning of Christmas is love. John 3:16-17 says, "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him." The true meaning of Christmas is the celebration of this incredible act of love.
The real Christmas story is the story of God's becoming a human being in the Person of Jesus Christ. Why did God do such a thing? Because He loves us! Why was Christmas necessary? Because we needed a Savior! Why does God love us so much? Because He is love itself (1 John 4:8). Why do we celebrate Christmas each year? Out of gratitude for what God did for us, we remember His birth by giving each other gifts, worshipping Him, and being especially conscious of the poor and less fortunate.
The true meaning of Christmas is love. God loved His own and provided a way—the only Way—for us to spend eternity with Him. He gave His only Son to take our punishment for our sins. He paid the price in full, and we are free from condemnation when we accept that free gift of love. "But God demonstrated His own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us"

PS: Sorry that this post is pic-less. im using my laptop, ma. Gimme some time aite? You lovely people.

smellyous

Tuning into: Candles - Hey Monday

Take me away to January. I'm done with this year, I'm tired of everyone here.

I just need some time alone, before i'm ready to come back home.

there's gotta be something else out there for me. I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream.

There's more than this midwestern town. I can't let this place keep me down.

so I tell myself: " there's a girl out on the coast of California. There's a world out there and it's waiting for you."  and i can hear it calling my name tonight. 

take me away. i need the sand and the waves, the sunset, and let's not forget those warm autumn days.

Tuning in to: Take me Away - Chase Coy

smell yous.